use confusion attack… rant block!

awww direct hit… now im in a confused state.. why? because iv been attacked? no not really… i just feel like ranting here…. so il start… prepare for some weirdo stuff…
here i am, sitting in front of the pc again… typing in my dusty keyboard again, looking on my dusty monitor again, while inhaling the dusty environment again… is it my fault that i got to live on the corner of the building where the windows are pathetic and where numerous smoke emitting vehicles pass by yet leave their dirt ? .. i leave my home for school, and the next thing i see is dust when i go back… so maybe that could explain why i keep on sneezing while im at iloilo.. im allergic to clean environment? lolz….
how lazy can one get, … got a job to do? i play before doing it… got another job to do? il sleep and do it the next day… reminding me of a job to do, il reply with an empty sure sure… pressuring me of a job to do, il do it.. later… il just cram it later… so what am i suppose to do this morning? i forgot.. i think i have planned it out last night. yet i forgot after a good nights sleep.. well.. bahala na…
i like writing stuffs like these…. lol.. i dont care much if anyone would read or not, or anything… i just type and type.. its a everyday exercise for the fingers.. gaining more experience to have faster typing speed… woohoo…. but everything here i right is my own… my own opinion.. nasty comments, weird comments, useless comments, just write it down.. lol.. i might be too lazy too read it anyways. hehe
roleplaying…. a game by the imagination… where you could be anyone you like, anything you imagine, whatever you wish.. yet…. its all in the mind.. its never gonna be reality, well as long as its sooo farfetched and all… but thats the case.. usually i roleplay myself too much…. there are times that i get tired of it… like is this just an escape perhaps? to the real world i live in? to the reality thats facing me everyday… is this some kinda shield ,barrier perhaps? …. my imagination runs wild a lot, yet its ok.. but sometimes.. im tired of it.. it seems that, i know some person through roleplaying.. yet in reality i barely even know that person… knowing means not just knowing the name, school, bday, and all those bio data… if we were to associate it with an autograph, where the 1st page is the biodata, 2nd page is the personal questions, and 3rd is the dedication.., when the roleplay is on.. the first page is intact, its the same as reality and in the roleplay… for the 3rd page? well… its the same with reality and roleplay… but what makes the difference is the 2nd page… like i said, anything is possible in roleplay…. so actually what is on the roleplay aint gonna 100% the reality…. and that is what im afraid off… too much roleplay for now will make the transistion to reality much much harder…like a simple trial… then goes to more trials.. and then turns into a habit.. what if its gonna be like that? hmmmmmm whewww…. lengthy piece of ……. im just a paranoid maybe… but to all whos gonna be reading this.. im not doubting you ok…i still want to have a firm grip on reality as i venture out into my imagination… thanks for taking the trip to roleplay with me…
change of mindset.. iv written a lot… oh yeah… now what do i do? perhaps play! lolz… πŸ˜› sleep? haha for a bit.. hehe πŸ˜€ tally hooo….


9 Responses to “use confusion attack… rant block!”

  1. 1 zymeth02 March 1, 2005 at 10:45 pm

    MaGbEd Ka NaLaNg! GwAhAhAhAhA,,,,

  2. 2 PochV March 1, 2005 at 10:48 pm

    waah you lazy gay zombie!! :))

  3. 3 Anonymous March 2, 2005 at 5:52 am

    uh huh.. i agree πŸ™‚

  4. 4 Jay March 2, 2005 at 9:30 am

    Lemme guess. You ran out of bond papers eh?

  5. 5 Silkenhut March 2, 2005 at 8:55 pm

    darn you all! hehe πŸ˜›

  6. 6 yUi-sAn March 2, 2005 at 11:33 pm

    hmmm… talk to you about it after some time okei? =) i think i have at least 2 guesses on who u were referring to.. =)

  7. 7 Silkenhut March 9, 2005 at 9:05 pm

    @yui-san – naaah no need.. iv sorted this out.

  8. 8 yUi-sAn March 9, 2005 at 9:56 pm

    haha.. nka talk nman ta.. so need gd man..

  9. 9 Silkenhut March 11, 2005 at 10:35 pm

    @yui-san – even without that talk.. πŸ˜› didnot matter much . πŸ˜› haha

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